Wednesday, February 17, 2010

i can't believe..

my mom has a new child..
he was a boy..
he's 1 years old i guess..
she gave birth after 15 years with another guy..
i never want to believe that she did this to us..
but God had shown to me how cruel she is..
she's willing to leave us just to be with another guy and wants to be free..
she talked bad things bout my dad..
until everyone hate him..

mom..
how dare u..
the pain that u created for us won't seem to heal..
u'r happy now..
happy with new life, new child n new husband..
u abandoned us..
why?
Dear God..
please strengthen our hearts..
for i feel like i can't take it anymore..

6 comments:

  1. just stay patient. i know what u feel. let just put it as a test that is given by the Almighty Allah,okay?

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  2. it's true..i don't know when was the last time I've ever say 'mom'...is she a mother anyway??

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  3. no matter how much you hated her, she is still your mother.. same goes to me and my dad, though i hate him sometimes, he is still going to be my father though i'm dead or alive..

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  4. i never hated her..juz hate her behaviour n all those things that she's done to us(the whoe fmly members)..i know that she's the first n last mother i've ever had..that's why i never call anyone 'mom'..no one can replace her but it hurts to say 'mom' again..

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  5. just forgive... and you will find the answer in your heart...

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