it's a song..

I AM..
WHO"S THAT GIRL..
HIDE AWAY..
these are all songs by HILARY DUFF..
the lyrics suits my feelings by the time i published it..

hide away

hiding away..
losing the day..
as if it doesn't really matter..
saying goodbye..
scared to say why..
afraid it will shatter our world..
show me some faith now..
trust me somehow..
why are we keeping our secrets?
why are we hiding ourselves away?
anyway..we can't hide away..
i don't want to fake it..
i wanna make u believe what i say..
i won't let u hide away..
where do we go?
how do we know?
what we're ever really after?
sometimes it's clear..
when u'r here..
nothing can shatter our world..
i need some faith now..
to trust u somehow..
maybe i'm losing..
maybe i'm okay..
we turn around, look around, go around in circle..
don't run away, drift away, don't hide away..

holidays..

last week, my family and i went to ranau to have a picnic..we're also play in a river near ranau..it was a very exciting moments..

i can't believe..

my mom has a new child..
he was a boy..
he's 1 years old i guess..
she gave birth after 15 years with another guy..
i never want to believe that she did this to us..
but God had shown to me how cruel she is..
she's willing to leave us just to be with another guy and wants to be free..
she talked bad things bout my dad..
until everyone hate him..

mom..
how dare u..
the pain that u created for us won't seem to heal..
u'r happy now..
happy with new life, new child n new husband..
u abandoned us..
why?
Dear God..
please strengthen our hearts..
for i feel like i can't take it anymore..

looking for myself..

life can be very stressful..
sometimes i can't handle it..
it's hard to face it by your own..
although it'll train u to be stronger..
i'm juz not being the one i used to be..
which was strong n never giv up..
now, those words can't tell me to do so..
i'd rather run from the stresses..
than face it no matter what happen..
where is me??
a girl that used to live in the rainbow..
without having dark side in her life..
life is up n down..
we'll go through everything around the circle of life..
God..help me make through the days n nights...
i need the strength again..

bad day..

today's presentation was kind of nervous..
i'm not that good at persuading people to buy anything..
but what i can say is it's not bad to try Maxis services..
i use maxis,celcom n digi at one time juz to compare them..
i still love Maxis since 2002..
digi n celcom can't give me the gud services like maxis...
n maxis is the 5th largest company listed in klse..
frenz...try out maxis..
nowadays, mobile phones are getting cheaper..
grab 1 phone n use maxis..