going through this life alone..
without mom and dad..
will have to take care of myself alone..
and carry the responsibility of my parents alone..
although i'm not really alone in carrying the responsibilities, in taking care of myself or even in going through this life but yet i still feel lonely..
i feel lonely when no one listen to me..
feel lonely when i'm sad..
when i have to motivate myself..
when i encourage myself..
when searching my own strength...
forcing myself to do things that i don't like just to make people around me happy..
and have to be thousand times extra patient..
all these years..
i've gone through the same things..
but still..it doesn't makes me immune..
i keep falling down and standing up..
that made me became a loner..
where i don't feel like i want to have companies..
for i will feel like i'm disturbing others..
and i will feel i'm not suit for any friends..
a loner will stands up on their feet..
and so am i..
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